Ramblings on Weather…
Clouds pregnant with rain were trying their damnedest to blot out the early evening sun and that pushed a thick mattress of humidity down upon us. Omaha had donned a tropical Floridian mask. A breeze would be comfortable but alas we have sent our trademark winds eastward this year which has given birth to one of the most devastating springs of all time to the lands east of the Missouri.
Spring…
Today is one of those picture-perfect late spring days. There is not a single cloud in the bright azure sky and just the slight tease of a breeze that brings life to everything. The trees dance to a rhythm befitting their age—young saplings shake with excitement, happy to show off their brand new leaves. The tallest of them would much rather hold each other close to a slow waltz while the single giant oak observes, lost in memories of when it used to dance. It sways a few branches in acknowledgement to the beauty of the day.
Below them is a sea of grass, no longer still and flat, as the breeze drives waves upon it. Blades show their light, shy side only for a glimpse, and then the sea turns back to its darker shade once more. Newly born dandelions ride out the waves of grass, reaching for the sun – a warmth they are only just discovering and want more and more of it. Some leaves have set off on their own, laughing as they tumble past the dandelions like children running free.
Sullen stones remain frozen despite the warmth of the day. They know only the callousness and embitterment that befalls on immortality. These stones have seen such playful birth time and time again only to see it all die time and time again. The children leaves, now so full of playful abandon will wither and change with age then roam, lost, when fall comes. The stones have seen this act play out too many times to care for such a new warm spring day. Little bushes near them try their hardest to poke and tickle the stones out from their mirth, for they have seen much of the same and yet each new spring still shines their coats. But nothing can cheer up those cold, callous stones. They curse the breeze for they fear the wind. Once mighty mountains, now boulders; they had such grandeur in their youth only to become “decoration”, doomed to sit among such annoying bushes.
Best WordPress Plug-ins for 2011
There are several “Top Ten WordPress Plugins” type lists out there on the intertubes… this is not one. No, this is simply a list of the plug-ins that I am currently using on this website. So why should you care? Well you don’t have to, haha. I am posting these because over the years of playing around with WordPress both for fun and for profit I have had discovered several plug-ins that have made my life easier and my websites run smoother. I have also discovered several plug-ins that have caused headaches, broken my layouts, and caused even the most loyal of visitors to remove me from their bookmarks.
Listed below are the best of the best that I have found and only these have made the cut on my most recent redesign:
"Jejune" in mid-November…
Depression is sinking in again and yet it comes whilst events have been going very well for me. This is when my life becomes ever so confusing because I smile much throughout the day. I can feel the smile and I can feel the thing that causes the smile. There is joy! And yet it too quickly falls away to such an intense Darkness, not Sadness – though that always seems to come like a side-effect. No, “Darkness” is a better description because it factors in the Fear that comes from completely out of nowhere. It weighs one down. And like some devilish drug or viral fever, it alters all perception ever so completely.
At least the madness that overtakes the men at the Center in the hours before bed has returned my laughter… and made it nearly impossible to write these paragraphs because I was distracted so!
These are the moments that I wish the world would see of this place and these men. I am sure Steinbeck had seen similar scenes of tortured men somehow not only mustering the strength needed to bring up laughter from some unseen place deep within them, but also to become absolutely recharged by it.
Such a callow fever overtakes the dorm during this time and transforms these men of strife into rambunctious children. All evils of this world and the weight they lay upon these men’s backs seem to dissolve completely as the dorm becomes filled with playful faux-berating followed quickly by a surging deluge of laughter that envelopes the place.


